First LOVE

first of all i want to thank the ppl who commented.. im trying not to write in short english.. and abt the "dominating other partener's world" thingy.. thats sumthin i write to show to a friend of mine.. i dont write abt myself in these blogs, instead i write about everyone.. not just me.. my friends and the stuff happening everywhere around..! and i told a friend that ill write about first love.. so here it goes..

everyone has their first love.. if its that person's mom, dad, pet, or the *ehem* LOVE! anyways.. my attention is on the last type of love i mentioned.. usually first love is the true love.. and yeah.. first love totally differs from a stupid crush! it may happen like ure first crush is ure first love or whatsoever.. but thats another topic..

so anyway.. most of us.. dont actually get their first love.. it so happens like.. that person doesnt love you in return or you two started it out but it didnt end with a happily ever after marriage..

and then comes the thought of approaching another person to love and forget your first love.. but the question is.. does anyone forget their first love?? i cant tell u my personal experience..8-).. but lets see..
you think you have forgotten him/her but why does ure heart still have a special place for that person? why does your heart always give u a funny feeling when you see that person? why does ure knees get weak when he/she stands infront of you? why do you blush when that person smiles at you or looks at you??!

thats why i say.. first love remains first love.. and that person will have a special place in your heart.. maybe forever until true love comes along.. BUT if you have no hope in getting your first love.. u have two options.. wait for her.. or just move on..

waiting for her isnt such a good idea because you may have to wait your entire life and die without accomplishing your dream.. but movin on has some advantages n a big disadvantage.. you will feel like you are betraying the person you are with or when your first love wants you leaving the one you were with will be hard..

and again i say.. lifes weird.. love is weird.. everything is weird.. so make ure decisions wisely and dont regret what u never did!

~ the magic of first love is our ignorance that it can ever end ~